Hello

Hello world…my name is Carie and I am getting old.  I am 30 years old and I am a proud Mama to a straight A sweet little 12 year old.  I am in a long term relationship(5 years) and I am happy in my life just not in myself.  I started this blog so that I could talk about stuff that my family would not ever see…or so I hope.  I want a place where I can discuss everything…from those nights where I go to sleep frustrated to the days I fight with my own inner demons…I have another blog, but my boyfriend visits it from time to time, and where as I am honest in it I feel like I hold back so as not to scare or hurt anyone.  Well thats my brief introduction…I will try to update on a fairly regular basis…but I can make no promises…you know how crazy life can be