Jennifer

Jennifer was my very best friend all through junior high and high school…we were attatched at the hip.  As we got older we stopped hanging out as much and then we really drifted apart.

When we were younger we went through so much togather…the death of friends, relationships, young love and then babies…we laughed so hard daily and we could carry on a conversation with just a look or smirk.

her and I used to walk around the school almost like we were the only 2 there, I mean we talked to everyone, we flirted and did all the school stuff, but when we would talk everyone would just disappear, we would forget they were there, it was great…

When our friend was murdered it was really hard on us…we each had things that needed to worked out with in ourselves…last words, anger and so much more, it tore some friendships apart, but not us, we got stronger, clung to each other tighter, and protected each other fiercly.  We would have done anything to protect each other, even from hurtful words…always ready to defend each other…

Even though we saw each other everyday we would still mail each other letters lol..it was so great, sometimes silly drawings, sometimes long letters all about a dream, a wish a hope…anything we wanted…and we would write letters during class lol…if we had a class togather the teacher would learn our names fast, we would giggle and talk and help each other always lol…its who we were

Now we talk maybe 5 times a year, we run into each other at stores and such, and even with all the time lapsed when we look at each other its all still there…and I know no matter what she would be there for me, and I hope she knows I would drop it all to be there for her…its such a huge part of who we are, theres a bond there that no one can touch, it was forged through nearly 20 years of friendship, closeness and laughter…I hope that as the years go on we find a way and the time to get togather and just be, just laugh…I miss her